I am such a loser in relationships. Such a FUCKING LOSER.

nothing goes right for me (:

Nothing.

Okay, maybe he texts you first. But which girlfriend has a running convo with a guy when she is with her boyfriend?

Spoil friendship.
spoil friendship.

HAH IS HE EVEN A FUCKING FRIEND?
Flirts with you
Suggestions a threesome with you and me.
Okay. I shall keep quiet.
I shan't do anymore.
Its a fucking waste of anger.cb
But you wont see this

Fuck them all.

Hah. This blog is back to whatever it is before.
An emo blog. Pathetic. A hate and emo blog.

So I keep asking. What is with me and my girlfriends.
They all have a fucking guy problem.
C'mon. tell me an answer.
I am fucking tired of being angry,hurt and just simply annoyed.
I know I can't force stuff nor can i force you to actually just don't go.
But fuck him.
Fuck whatever has happened.
So much hurt is fucking UNERASERABLE.
Don't you get it.

I trust you now.
I don't trust him nor his fucked up dog face.
So what if the person is a nice guy?
Have you ever fucking realised he is using you for a rebound?
Can you fucking just sit your ass down and think.
He comes and says he likes you everytime he breaks up with his fucking girlfriend.
So much for a nice guy?
Because he is a guy who just wants another pussy.

Look on the broader picture not in that perfect world of yours.
Nothing is perfect. NO one is perfect.

Even when everything has ended. I still don't want around.
Because he is an object of hate for me.
I don't just hate him for the sake of hating.
Because of what YOU and HIM did alright?

I could say all the vulgarities in the world.
but one thing is for certain.
I fucking hate him.

Thank you and goodnight.

For the record, I hate clubbing.
I'd let you go.
But don't come back crying if some thing happens.
Oh God. I fucking hate clubbing.

It hurts to know that you dont trust me.
It hurts to know that we are argueing over a fucking note.
It hurts to know that you are hurt.
It hurts to know that you are to a brink of breaking down.

Oh yes it hurts,
Its ripping me apart.
Its ripping my insides so badly that I feel numb.

Its frustrating. It really is.

Fuck this shit.
You worth so much more.
And because of a fucking note, we are like this.
Perhaps we should start thinking if we are made for this.

Perhaps we should start thinking if its worth all the fucking hurt.

You were the best I ever had.
You were the one I loved the most.
You were the one I would willingly go out for.

Because I love you so dear.
I would let you go if you wanted to.

Cause it hurts not knowing.
Cause it hurts that I cant do a thing without knowing.
Cause it hurts that you are hurting.
Cause it hurts knowing that we won't last if we don't iron it out.

in a nutshell. It just hurts to the core.